In house stress

Sometimes it's the little things that really get to me. Like not having cheese or ranch dressing. Those have even started to seem like insignificant things since the electricity and water at the Peace Corps house have been cutting out so much. I am used to living without in village but when I expect to have internet and be able to shower and I can't it just stings a little more. Not to mention we share this house, all 55 of us. We are never all here at the same time but it can be hard not to step on peoples toes. I have been noted as being loud, dancing at late hours of the night, and after a few beers eating unlabeled food. Well to that I say, 1) I'm a Kraus suck it up I can't do a thing about it, 2) Just dance gonna be OK, I mean this is why I leave village, and 3) put your name on it and I won't eat it. My options now are to find a new place of refuge. I have bought a satellite key, will take my computer and some gin/whiskey to site, and then why would I ever need this place. I'm totally cool with pouring water over my head to shower instead of it falling on it's own, my family thinks I'm crazy I don't think they would notice if I were drunk. I would probably share more of my American candy though, that's a potential downfall for me great for them though. I can bike for an hour to charge my computer more exercise more computer usage no down side. While I'm in the road town I can even get chicken spam and razors, yea we do still shave (some of us). So yea I guess it comes back to ranch dressing and cheese. Oh yea and a pumice stone lol!